hello, still not dead, sorry for disappearing
to shorten this as much as possible, i've been having depressive episodes (which honestly have been going on for the entire year lol) and have been trying to take some time for myself, i'm already mostly out of it so it's not all too bad atm
i still have a bunch of planned music that i will finish maybe later this month or next month, so i don't have the problem of music block since i can just mostly build upon on what i wrote
anyway that's all